I’m sad again. Saw the drama on tv (master’s sun) and the person was resuscitated and I thought of you. When I was bathing, I think back and I’m sorry I didn’t notice that you were in pain. Sorry for not doin much for you. Sorry for not protecting you well enough. Reminded of the screams that you had at the hospital. It was so painful to hear it. Sorry paddy. I miss you a lot and I wish you are still around. Wish I could be a better owner.