hope you are doing well.wanted to buy you flowers today but not pretty.
as you may know, when I bathe, I tend to think a lot. and now my thoughts are always about you. there’s something that I think will just keep haunting me- ‘because you chose not to rescucitate her, she left’. I know you are in a better place now but I just couldn’t help to be reminded of this. mad me realize something- a sentence by someone can actually affect someone for the rest of his/her life.
I may be selfish and all I want was for you to stay with me forever. that was my wish for the past 15 years. maybe that’s why birthdays are important to me because I get to make wishes. maybe I was a little too greedy this year and made too many wishes and thus some wishes did not come true. maybe.